We broke up on Chinese New Years.

she's tried texting me, to try to talk to me like we never happened.

I've texted her in the first few days to tell her a few things.

mr_chin: But as of right now, I'm trying to cut all contact with her. I just can't do it. It makes me feel like shit after. And I told her that if it wasn't about reconciling, then we have nothing to say to each other.

dude grow a fukin sack and move on, go fuck another girl ... plenty of poon out there brah

thats call giving you a 2 weeks notice.

^??

It's been over a week. I'm feeling better now. Thanks everyone for your inputs. It's all been really helpful.

We've stopped tlaking altogether. I guess she's just another number from now on =(

One last rant:

Why the fuck would you tell me you still wanna tlak like we used to?

We did it under the pretense that we liked each other. That will NEVER happen again.

Secondly, you tell me you're UPSET I'M SAD AND MAD AT YOU??

You're the one that made it fucking happen!!!! WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?


ARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH

You sound like a tool.

When I worked at Canada Place for the summer I met this girl. She fell for me because people had said good things about me since it was my second year working there. I fell for her because she was really beautiful and she was interested in me. That being said I ignored every sign there was that she was pure evil and had a very black heart. I kept convincing myself that I could make her a better person, but that was all for nothing. We dated three months before she drove me crazy and I broke it off with her. That was in november last year.

The point of my story is, you need to overcome and move on bro. I know it's still easier said than done and I still think about her from time to time, but the faster you get yourself out of the hole, the faster you can make yourself available and ready for the REAL right girl to come along and you wont have this baggage weighing you down. We were made to adapt and overcome. You can't think of it as her fault or yours, because that's just going to consume you inside and out. It just didn't work out, plain and simple.

Right now your best bet is to spend your time working on BEING the one rather than looking for one. Cheer up dude! The faster you can recover from this the better. You've gained good and bad experiences and now you know what to watch out for. Time to move forward and make your life better, because that's the only way to go from here.

DUDE! Give it UUUUUPPPPPP!!!!!

^ DUDE! I have. I just have spurts of anger about it at odd times of the day.

I can't really yell/punch the wall in my rental unit. So I post it here.

All that stuff was from the first few days.

I'm just venting, man. Sometimes I just need to let it out.

I don't drink. I don't do drugs. And I just started quitting smoking. So it drives me up the wall at times.

On that note....we can actually /thread.

I'm pretty much done with it.

Thanks again everyone.