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wait so paste your venting in here? or PM it to you?

either way...

I've known this girl for a couple months now, she just moved back here and is friends with all my friends, I found out she likes me and I like her so we talked a bit and then ended up making out at the beach late one night, talking the next day we decide neither of us is ready for anything too serious atm so we decide to be "seeing each other." I'm thinking alright perfect, first girl I've had a shot at since my ex, she's gorgeous, lots of fun and really easygoing. Then a couple days later she's like "yeah I'm really not ready for any sort of relationship just yet, I have to sort some stuff out." Ooook sure, I can wait a bit. Then we all get trashed at my friends house, she ends up making out with one of my best friends (as I'm puking, fucking great) and spends the night snuggled with him. They tell me the next day and decide to shrug it off, we're not dating and w/e, we were all drunk. She seems to think I should be madder and when I tell her I'm still ok with waiting til she's more ready for a relationship, she lets me know that she won't want a relationship for a long time and that she isn't fully over her ex. So now I have no goddamn clue what the fuck is going on, I've basically accepted tht I'm never gonna have a relationship with her, which really blows as she's one of the chillest girls I've ever met (and gorgeous too). I just want to know what the hell she actually wants from me right now, just to get pissed at the drunk shenanigans or to be FWB or what? fucking fuck shit fuck women fuck.

/rant