why did i leave it till last minute. :ohgodwhy:

FUCK

For a Sunday, it was the best night I've had in months. Definitely needed that, and even though tomorrow morning is going to suck, I'll remember it for a long time.
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See you in Delaware.

..

yah, i fucked up, i fucked up big big time

just friends?....whats with everything then!!! ugh fuck you.

lol.. I should stop procrastinating and get my shit together

man another night spent studying til 6a.m. I'm getting use to it atleast
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oh god not even half way done studying
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almost done !

Being sick sucks :(

awesome made some lunch, I DON'T NEED YOU.... but I want you :(

Well, what the fuck.
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It's crazy how much time has passed since... So surreal.

Well last night sucked.. Hurts that you won't give me a chance but I also understand why not atm. But I do gain a great friend :) I'll still be here for you to get through this tough situation

Maybe down the road you'll give me a chance :/
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I know ya face, i know ya name
but I don't know you?
isn't that crazy? isn't that crazy?
i think we may be
In a different book
on a different page
you said you are different
but you're the same
stranger.

le sigh

I miss those jokes, laughs, and long conversations we shared. Do you?

Are you doing it on purpose so I will hate and resent you and in turn you'll feel less guilty for everything you made me go through/did and when I eventually get tired of it, you'll somehow feel right?

or

Is this your doing a way of proving to someone else and making them feel more comfortable?

As much as it shouldn't bother me, I hate when you lie to me.

/rant

Edmonton bound in 12 hours and i haven't even packed yet -_-

I still miss you.

^https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/i...dwmsKZN0O_0hkwhttp://images.wikia.com/ultra/images...el-clean-l.png

on a different note,
I learned to stand on my own again
In the aftermath of us
I picked up all the pieces
That you never cleaned up

You can't throw this away
Keep coming back around, back around
You're still burning all our bridges
Now there's no way back to you

Dammit my grades are terrible, what the hell am I doing.

Been thinking about you lately, want to text you but for some reason you seem so much better off without me. Really glad I had the chance to get so close to you for all those years though.

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Things have been so much better for us, I love you. I swear I'll never make the mistake of scaring you like that ever again.

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I always have so much motivation to be successful in life but I can never stop procrastinating. Fuck. 2000 page paper due in the morning and I still don't know what to write it on.