thanks for the support, i have tried psychologist way back in my teens and it was no help cuz i was too smart for their games (i actually do the same thing but im unlicensed and i charge way cheaper then the pros do lol)

funny thing: most ppl are embarrassed by their parents, which is why they dont tell their friends and stuff but im the opposite as im more embarrassed by my friends, which is why only less 5 ppl have met my dad

i never told him that